I’m reading the book Crazy Love by Francis Chan. Which everyone needs to read. It is simple but what he says is something everyone needs to hear and really challenges you and your way of thinking.
He talks about in one chapter left overs and how we don’t put importance on the things that matter. We get so caught up in worldly issues and worldly “stuff” we lose sight and don’t even know what we really should consider important when we claim we follow Christ with our whole heart. There is one quote about failure that really hit me hard. If you were to ask me one of the biggest fears of my life I would probably say failing and now being good enough. I don’t really know how that developed in my life or why I’m that way, but I always have been. I just have always wanted to be good at everything I do and don’t want to do something if I can’t be good at it. Obviously…this isn’t the way God intended us to live. God says, “His power is made perfect in our weaknesses”. So my prayer for the last year or so is that I would remember this truth and not be afraid about “not being good enough”, it isn’t the right mind set.
But the quote in this book I think applies to so many people and especially me,
“Our greatest fear as individuals and as a church should not be of failure but of succeeding at things in life that don’t really matter.”
When I read this it kinda rocked my world. I thought of all the wasted time and energy I’ve spent on my fear of failure and wanting to be good at all this stuff. What if instead of those fears and worries I would have been thinking about succeeding at what God has called me to and furthering his kingdom. I look at my life and see that I have succeeded at many things that don’t matter.
Not gonna lie…one of my first thoughts when I read this was man…i’m a failure at following Christ. I guess old habits are hard to break. But my prayer is that I would lose sight of my fear of failure and being good enough and only think about the things that matter in this world and being Christ to those around me. My fear should be that I’ll be succeeding at things that don’t really matter and have no impact on God’s Kingdom.