Okay…honest blog here. Posted for the sole purpose of being specific about how I can be prayed for and what’s going on…okay kind of a vent too I guess.
I’m just feeling overwhelmed with life at the moment. Too much to do. Going from class to class, homework assignment to homework assignment, obligation to obligation. I don’t feel like there’s always enough time in the day.
I feel like my life is spinning out of control and I’m just in a free fall. I realize this feeling of having no control could be good…but I don’t consider myself quite a control freak where control is usually an issue in my life so the feeling I’m experiencing isn’t the best.
I know I can be better. Sorry I suck at being a friend and a student and a person at times…I know I can be better and I’m not. I know I’m a work in progress and I frustrate myself daily with my many let downs.
I don’t know what to do with my future. At the moment it just makes me feel burdened so I refuse to think about it…hey may not be healthy but it’s what I’m doing at the moment.
I need prayer…and I’m blessed to have people in my life who pray for me (at least i think they do 😉 I know I can be dramatic and my life isn’t bad at all…but if this overwhelmed feeling could pass that would be wonderful. 🙂