So much going on…

I feel like my mind is mush. Today is the first day in weeks that I’ve actually been able to stop and think about anything really. I’ve been going nonstop and it’s so nice to just stop. It’s also been difficult because things I’ve avoided thinking about are creeping into my mind. I guess God has been trying to tell me things all semester and I haven’t been willing to listen and have totally missed the connections.

I’ve changed and grown a lot this semester. It may be in ways that no one else can see but myself and that’s okay. It’s things that needed to happen and that are shaping me. I am finally allowing the walls that I’ve put up around myself to be torn down. I’m starting to realize that I am worth it and I do have worth..if not in anyone elses eyes I do in God’s and that is all the worth I need. I’m starting to actually give myself credit and realize no matter how anyone else makes me feel that I am worth it. I don’t know how to explain this exactly without making myself look conceited but I guess I can say I have found my self-confidence in Christ and it’s about time. 🙂

It’s still a journey…and I know there will be times I fall and doubt but this is the first and most important step and it’s the foundation of what I need to continue living my life the way I think Christ is calling me…but it is a journey so we’ll see where I go.

That’s just one part of the mush in my brain…so hopefully more entries are to come.

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