If you were inside of my head at the beginning of January this is what you would have heard:
“Well…there goes another Christmas break and here I am back in Nashville. I guess life just resumes as normal, now that I’m in real life I guess there’s not as much to look forward to. I have nothing exciting coming up, no big trips, no celebrations, no events and I don’t have the consistent breaks to look forward to like I did through all my school years. Why can’t my life be more exciting?”
Debbie Downer I know. I knew these thoughts weren’t the most productive or positive, but I wasn’t sure what to make of this phase of my life.
I feel like I’ve learned a lot and grown from that moment in January. I’ve been on a journey to celebration. It started with intentionally finding joy in each day and was helped along by reading the book Cold Tangerines and pushed over the edge by some divine nudges. I realized each day is a reason to celebrate. Can you imagine how your life would be different if you woke up every morning excited to be where you are? I couldn’t…not at first. I’m learning and it is a journey because it’s so much easier to look to the next best thing and choose to be miserable in the normalcy of life.
It’s funny the timing of things. All these thoughts were going through my head and then I just happen to read a book that puts my thoughts into words way better than I ever could.
“It’s rebellious, in a way, to choose joy, to choose to dance, to choose to love your life. It’s much easier and much more common to be miserable. But I choose to do what I can do to create hope, to celebrate life, and the act of celebrating connects me back to that life I love. We could just live our normal, day-to-day lives, saving all the good living up for someday, but I think today, just plain today, is worth it. I think it’s our job, each of us, to live each day like it’s a special occasion, because we’ve been given a gift. We get to live in this beautiful world. When I live purposefully and well, when I dance instead of sitting it out, when I let myself laugh hard, when I wear my favorite shoes on a regular Tuesday, that regular Tuesday is better.”
This is from Cold Tangerines, a book that if you haven’t read you should. It’s one of the best books I’ve read in awhile!