Life has been overwhelming lately. I don’t always know what to do when it gets this way because it’s overwhelmed with so many good things. I love what I’m learning in grad school, I enjoy doing my job, and it’s so life giving to spend time with people, but it’s reached a point where it’s a lot. I have felt paralyzed with it all lately. So anxious about all there is to do, I feel like I can’t do anything. This morning I realized I had a choice in how to deal with all this so I wrote a letter to myself (weird? Maybe…but it worked)
Abby, you can choose to let anxiety and fear run your day or you can chose to let peace and wisdom run your day today. Stop being paralyzed by the anxiety you’re allowing to creep into your life. Take a deep breath, remember you can’t do this by yourself, choose to make this a productive day and take one thing at a time. Be flexible, be mindful, work hard, take deep breaths, and remember God has got you and wants to be the source you tap into for your strength.
So after this little self-talk I decided to choose peace, to choose wisdom and to choose productivity and by the grace of God I made it through today. Everything there is to be done is still there, nothing has changed with my workload, but today I choose peace, wisdom and productivity and a peace that surpasses understanding is currently covering my life.
So be encouraged today friends, be encouraged that you’re not alone. Be encouraged that you can choose peace. Be encouraged that a peace that surpasses understanding can cover your life too.